Britney Spears took to her Instagram account on Monday to speak directly to her estranged son, Jayden. She also talked about her religious faith or lack thereof.
The 40-year-old singer said to her 15-year-old son, “You were just like my other family. You secretly loved looking at me like something was wrong with me.” Then she asked him, “Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad 40 grand a month?”
Spears then moved to religion and said that she has become an atheist because of what she has endured in her conservatorship. The process ended last year. She said that her father, Jamie, “Needs to be in jail for the rest of his life.”
“Honestly, my dad needs to be in jail for the rest of his life. But like I said, God would not allow that to happen to me if a God existed. I don’t believe in God anymore because of the way my children and my family have treated me. There is nothing to believe anymore. I’m an atheist y’all,” Spears stated.
Then she addressed Jayden again saying, “So Jayden, as you undermine my behavior just like my whole family always has, with ‘I hope she gets better’ and ‘I will pray for her’…Pray for what? That I keep working so I can pay off mom’s legal fees and her house?”
She then addressed both of her sons, including Sean Preston who is 16. She brought up their father, Kevin Federline, and asked, “Do you guys want me to get better so I can continue to give your dad 40 grand a month?”
“Or is the reason behind you guys deciding to behave fools, is because it’s actually over in two years and you don’t get anything?” she continued.
Spears was likely to respond to Jayden’s recent interview with ITV News. He claimed his messed-up relationship with his mother can be fixed, but it will take a lot of time.
Britney lamented the fact that both of her children chose not to spend time with her. “I will say it, I sat in that kitchen and looked you straight in the eyes, beautiful boy, and said ‘How come I can’t see you guys anymore, or just see you guys more? I look forward to seeing you guys weekly.”‘
“You said ‘Momma, oh it will change.’ You and your brother left me in that house always two hours early. Preston would sleep, you would play the piano the whole time,” she said.
“And if I didn’t shower you guys with gifts and have amazing food ready, and play a motherf***** saint, it was still never good enough.”
“That one time I asked you, looked straight in your eyes, ‘I wanna see you more’ you called your dad and I never saw you again,” she said.
“I didn’t do anything wrong, and I know I’m not perfect, but the love I’ve given you, and how much I adore you, and your diplomatic way… self-entitled ‘This can be fixed, I will see her when she’s better.”’
She ended her address by saying that what she needed from her family was unconditional love and support.
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